I'm making this public...

To all you fucking ring rats that think you know me...

You're in for a surprise...

I see the one thing you lack, a simple thing. So does He, and HE told me what it is...

"And the number 13 tattooed on my neck
That ink starts to itch, black goin' turn to red..."


I have a new gimmick and it's a good one.....................................



-13-

Alright, no one can say I am close minded. I bought Battlestar Galacita the movie, the sci/fi thing? Everyone says it's a good show...I'mma give it a try.

Review To Follow...



F.Y.I.

Don't buy a 6 dollar shot of grand marnier if you don't want to inhale it!!!!!!!!!!! That hurt!!!!!!

Well, much like I said when I bought a cell phone a couple of years ago, today, I joined the 21st century and bought a Creative MP3 player for work. The work in which I HATE! I am not good at being cute. Like in Office Space when someone said, "Sounds like someone's got a case of the Monday's." Yea, it's like that! I can't take it! I seriously MUST get a new job already...


By the way...The Cradle Of Filth Banned CD cover. I don't see shit wrong with it. They have had MUCH worse...

For three or four days now this song has been stuck in my head and has depressed the shit out of me. I think I know why now...




--My Hero--


too alarming now to talk about
take your pictures down
and shake it out
truth or consequence, say it aloud
use that evidence race it around

there goes my hero
watch him as he goes
there goes my hero
he's ordinary

don't the best of them bleed it out
while the rest of them peter out
truth or consequence, say it aloud
use that evidence race it around

kudos my hero
leaving all the best
you know my hero
the one that's on



My spirit and potential is snuffed out in the wasteland...

That's it! I have had more than enough of this exsistance...

Am closing this journal. Feel like I don't need it anymore. Spend too much time on this thing. Love you all...


Signing off...



Chrystopher...

I just took a lot of people off my friends list, it's nothing personal I just don't talk to you much and I also posted asking who wanted to stay and recived no reply. If you want to stay just let me know, I don't mind at all! If not please remove me from your friends list too please...

Everyone MUST sign this that believes in freedom of speech and want to keep the government telling you what you want to watch and or listen too. FUCK THAT NOISE! I can't stand the FCC. If you want to be told what you an or cannot handle on your TV or radio, don't sign. If you think that it is up to the community to decide what is acceptable or not sign. How or why does someone in Washington DC care what I, in Dallas watches? If kids see a boob or hear something they should not hear...That is the parents responsibility to monitor. TV is not a babysitter goddamn it. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrr


Been a fucked up day, but a good one. Please sign this stupid thing. And I do not normally do this bullshit but this one means something. OMG! I am going to have a voice!...lol



I heard Janet Jackson is hosting Saturday Night Live, I hope they dropped Chris Farley's dead body on Her saggy canned ass! lol

http://www.stopfcc.com/

I cannot contain this any longer...I FEEL GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!! I haven't said that in almost a cycle. Ever since I cut this caffeine and aspartame thing out of my diet...I HAVE BEEN REBORN...so far that is. Mine you it has only been a week and a half...But so far...FRELL YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I feel good. And I can drink again and feel just a normal hang over instead of death! *Sips His Beer* Thank you to the sweetheart raven667 for helping me through most of my sickness as of late. I miss talking to you...

Now on to my week...As you know, I went to Houston had a good time despite the obstacles I had to overcome...Now I get home and this Thursday I bought a bottle of JD...Got home starting tugging on it and got a little heart sick, it started beating funny then I realized...It not just Diet soda...Even regular was frelling with me. So I quit drinking for the night and went to bed...Then Friday I woke up and felt actually somewhat normal for a frelling change. Went to work and the damn plane was already there...NICE!!!!!!!! So I got out of work like WAY early for another change. Got home took a few tugs and called my buddy Lonnie...Went to Pantera's strip club. It was okay, but for the first time in a long frelling time, I got tanked up GOOD! We had fun. Some stripped chick came up to me and started talking about weird shit. She kept telling me She like a finger in Her asshole during sex. Like I cared!!!!!!!! Then She made me take my claw ring and scratch Her HARD! But I was afraid I would get my ass kicked by a bouncer so I decided to quit. Went home and talked to Grace. The most recent Ex. She made me sad, but I was drunk so it made it worse...Frell happens. Crashed out and slept the sleep of the ages...

Woke up...And worked off my little hang over by watching recorder "UFO's Now And Then" and I love that shit so it was a good way to spend my day...Then nynaeve_fey which was frelling nice cuz I ain't seen Her in a while. I miss Her, She makes me happy to be around like...a familiar face that soothes you. I dunno makes sense to me...Anyway, went to XPO and waited...And waited...And waited...the finally we went to this art show, slash party...That ROCKED!!!!!! By the way...I have to give a big thank you to psychosis66, for getting me at the door. I owe you...I don't forget shit like that. Anyway, that party...

I loved it! I am soo glad nynaeve_fey invited me. I want to go next time they have one as well. I also met aphrodite9677 who was an absolute dear! Even though I didn't get to guard Her whilst She got Plaster Casted! lol...She introduced me to a girl named Brandi who quiet honestly took my breath away. It was strange how it worked too...
We walked in and went straight to Her display of art...Hmmm, then later, I was seeing Her and watched Her through this big place going from room to room. Then I mentioned something to aphrodite9677 about How I thought She was a cutie. And She was like, "Oh Brandi, lemme introduce you..." Well frell Yes! So I went and talked with Her for a bit and She showed Me Her art work which was impressive but I had already seen it even though I didn't tell Her that. I was amazed how fate worked there. Anyway...We were talking and I think She kinda liked me but before I got the chance to make my "real" move this dude shows up and was in my face. Her boy...I thought it was funny He was in my face. I was twice His size. lol However, this Brandi girl was quite stunning to me even if I mis-read everything, but I thought She gave me that look. I wish I would have worked quicker, She kinda stole my mind for the night...Unless I am just stupid, usually am when it comes to Women. So I met a lot of frelling people. I had a frelling GREAT time. I am sooooooooooooo going next time they have it. Even though there was a lot of drug use there, which I usually don't like to be around. As long as it doesn't affect me I am usually cool though. If it does, you die!!!!!!!!!!! lol So as you can see...

I had quite the weekend. Thank you all who were involved. Next time I will be better prepared. Love you, more alcohol calls to the Chrys...

Okay I always talk about Him but now I am going to post something about Him...Click this...then go to photo gallery and click at the very top of the page and click the DSL or dial up link and watch...lol...It is a candy bar...'Nuff said...


Turn your volume all the way up before clicking it is hard as fell to hear to hear...hehe

http://www.eddieboyd.com/

And this as well...

http://www.russmartin.com/
Go to the photo galleries...Classic...
This show brings sooooo much life to me...

Here I find myself prey to thee
Lady misery that sought and found me
Slave to Her Sneer of sexuality
As I awaken by Her touch ever so gently
Midst statuettes, the figure of Jesuit
Hewn down lay mists and us beneath it
For stealing in to hue the gloom of the moon
And Her distend body glistened twitched with the dominance coming soon
Maw brought to the cusp, bitten with Lycanthropic lust
Twixt between those porcelain hips drips more than mists and musk
Entwined like veins from a limbless Priest
The two of us drawn in secret passions, feeding Serpentines
Breast pressed and undressed in writhing fuck fest
To bridge where thought lay severed never to rest
Our being to coalescence in the arbor of Eden
To where the fruits of sith and sin, each other we have eaten
-I hasten to be your Domination-

Haven't done any of these in a while so what the frell...



1. Do you drink? sometimes

2. How many times have you been drunk? Many times

3. Are you a virgin? If I say yes, will you believe me?

B. When did you lose your virginity? 14 or 15 I think.

4. Is you best friend a virgin? no

5. How many times a day do you say fuck? Until I learned the word FRELL, many many times.

6. Do you wear short shorts? No Way…

7. How many people have you slept with? 13 I think…

8. Do you sneak out of the house at night? No need to

9. Do you get along with your mom? Usually.

10. How many girls have you kissed and what are their names? Jesus…I don’t wanna answer this.

11. How many guys have you made out with? None! Eeeeeeeeeeeeew!

12. Ever been so drunk you couldn't remember your name? nope

13. Do you have any eating disorders? No way

14. Piercings? Left Ear

15. Tattoos? yes 2

16. Do you wear shirts that show your Tattoos? Yes a lot. lol

17. Do you wear shirts that show your belly button? No way, that’s sexy in girls though…

18. Have you ever smoked cigarettes? yes

19. Are you a regular smoker? no

20. Do you do drugs? Nope

21. Did you once do any drugs? yes

22. Does your best friend do drugs? Nope

23. Do you have any kids? NO WAY! Dodged that bullet…Thank God…

24. Have you ever had sex with someone you barely know? Yes.



Well Duh!!!!!



You are Lust.

Every part of you screams "Do me now!"
You exude sexuality and while others sometimes
view you as a slut, you see yourself as only
giving into your base desires.


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I knew this. lol



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YEA RIGHT!!!!!!! Whatever...


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So here is the past two days. hehehe

I was at home, I watched RAW and then I loaded up the car and headed south. I thought that drive would never frelling end. Half way there I go to my radio station that I love, 105.3, to listen to Russ, I got snow.............This is where I paniced! I have a memory of saying VERY loud..."Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep!" You know that sound effect I always play Alex? That's what I sounded like. lol...No Russ so the trip was twice as long. And I know I know, I should have thought of that, but with being as busy as I was it never crossed my mind. So I listened to about a million cd's on the way there cuz Houston radio...SUX ASS! Anyway...

Finally I arrive in Houston to what I thought was a death hue...It is Frelling HUMID as Hell there. So I check into a hotel at 2 and find out check out is at noon. I am not even tired yet so I try and try to sleep and finally around 5 am I fell asleep. I woke up at 11 and learned something about hotels...15-20 bucks more is worth hot water! It was frelling cold. lol

Then I went to some water fall thing in the middle of the town it was beautiful! I will post pictures of it later...

So then I go to blackcrayons who was Very sweet to hang out with me for about an hour and a half however I was a little weird cuz I was out of my element and I think She was annoyed by me. Well, I'm myself always, as weird as I am sometimes. She was a dear, we went to sonic got some lunch and went to Her home and ate it. She had a lot of animals. It was kinda cool...Mmmmm, goats...lol...Kidding...

Then I went to kill time by watching the Matrix 2. Well I should say sleeping during the Matrix reloaded, however it was a kick ass theatre. Then went straight to the concert...

I had the misfortune of hearing three shit opening bands. One of them even raped and pillaged an Emperor song. Then some shit band named Killswitch came on and stunk the joint up even more. The main singer was a huge dude that one time said..."That's right, 200 pounds of black metal right here baby." First off...YOU SUCK! Second, you are not black metal, you were like a heavier Creed. Sucked. Then the lights came up and they started setting up Cradle Of Filth's set.

Two frelling hours later! Cradle finally came out. They were too damn loud for that little ass club, and where the frell was the air in that place. Hottest goddamn club I have ever been in. But once the band FINALLY started I forgot all about how sore my legs, back and neck were from standing so long, frell I'm gettin' old. Anyway, the songs were awesome. I have a feeling I was one of the only old-school fans around there, at least where I was standing. They played...That I can remember...And not in this order...
1. The Promise Of Fever
2. Her Ghost In The Fog
3. Nocturnal Supremacy (which I was surprised to hear)
4. Cruelty Brought Thee Orchids
5. Babylon A.D. (That was the good song live)
6. Heaven Torn Asunder (VERY VERY surprised and happy to hear this old-school song)
7. The Forest Whispers My Name
8. Chthulu Dawn
9. Dusk And Her Embrace
10. The Twisted Nails Of Faith
11. Funeral In Carpathia (VERY surprised yet LOVED hearing it)
......And I think that was it...I might have missed one or two am not sure...

Anyway, the show ended, I bought a kick ass shirt with the Damnation And A Day cover on it...All in all, the last time I saw them here in town was a better show, but it was GREAT, worth the trouble I went to to get to see it. Although, the venue SUCKED! None of the equipment was working right, the mic kept giving off feedback and you could see Dani was pissed! I remember Him saying on the Mic during a song..."Turn the fucking sound down now!" And at the end of one song after the keyboards fucked up he says..."Houston, we have a problem." lol Which is a joke that has been done to death but for some reason I thought it was clever given the situation. So what I am getting at is that...

I HAD A FRELLING GREAT TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Later tonight I will update about my trip, I am still dead tired and need rest and real food for a change but I did this eal fast...

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To Houston I wonder...



Filth Filthy Fux Here I Come...

Hahahaha
I found a picture of the girl who took my viginity...hehehe, God She was beautiful. I think we were like 14 at the time...I have no idea who She is with there though. Some weird guy I met once I think.


Innocence Lost...


And...

More Innocence Lost...

This should suffice to explain my mood...


Nocturnal witchcraft litters the distend air
And morbid wonders haunt Her senses
Secret tarots turned, told of lust where
Terrible influences and the winds with lunar incenses...there...

An avatar landed, Her gifts expressed
With hints of wetness and sharpened breasts
The need for graphic sex...

My inner quiet disturbed by Dragon's Blood
The night-craft She loosed free upon me...

Pasht set Her eyes to thee softly with sin
opals that look me over and take me in
Her claws set out God-works to mesmerize
And I worked upright to where meet Our eyes

Thumbing my lips in the lunar stare
This feline Queen, a Mistress listless and bare
Skin sheeted pale, gown pooled to Her feet
She took me and held me low as our lips meet

Tongue and phallic prey twine like feeding Serpentine
Whilst She feeds below and chills my spine
Seeking seed a sage, a craving daze
Astral knowledge on a carnal stage
-Dousing the rod!-
Pearled Her as the moon spies on...

Why the fuck can I not get to sleep anymore? It is driving me batty. Oh well, I will start taking some pills if I have to soon. Here it is 4:30 and I am not even close to tired. Hmmmmm....

Anyway, I watched my new favorite TV show tonight teice! This Farscape show is actually pretty good, a little confusing but hopefull I will catch on. Sometimes Aryn is alive and sometimes She is dead. The male star is kinda cool too. It is a strange show. One of the few New TV shows I like. TV usually SUX! I am more a radio guy. I usually ALWAYS have either Russ Martin on...Or if He isn't on, Loveline, or Tom Lykis...Something. TV sucks ass! 'Cept for Farscape now...hehe...

Talked to Alex for a little while tonight. She got Her new pictures and I was like..."Fuck, look at you!" hehe, I got home from work and She called and I kept Her awake like an hour being a snob. Cuz, as you all know, I am stuck up sometimes, especially when I am bitchy. lol

So Monday I leave for Houston, I think. I can still change my ticket to Tuesday and save a little dough which I might do. Being white trash and poor sucks ass too. I wish Alex would go with me, I guess it is a little out of Her way. hehe, She is next to see...I can't wait. She has become something kind of special to me. We pick at each other and I have never really had a relationship with someone that has a sense of humor before. Anyway, enought ranting, Sanford And Son is on...hehe

Something I wrote a long time ago...



-SICK AND SEXY-
Eyes drawn back to black
That which frames my ballroom and our pact
Prey to the pervert in me
She met with a deadly brethren nightbreed
Adrift, aloof, and disrobed in disarray
We meet in naked gait to a choir of demons singing
My sneer and kiss of contraband sending senses retreating

An antler within Her Eden
Even this vulgar triumph is Her purity thieving
Within my fuck-filled arena our orgy swells
Satisfaction through passion leaving Her mesmerized
Beneath empty skies with weary eyes

Silken sheet wet with Her and sweat
Two congeal creatures one fulfilled orifice left
Heavens birth defects in thralls of sex
Her sapphire on fire, thirteen asphodel nights in whirling Fuck-fest
A ritual permissible through dismal-left appetite
Gorged upon my seed hurled from deep inside
-Satisfied Aphrodite-

Left raped and innate
To Her forgotten night of misfate
I had my induced way with Her
The most intense of Pleasure
-Dominating Her-

Just a few more days!!!!!!!! CRADLE OF FILTH!!!!!!!!!!!!! Who wants to go and who is? I wanna see everyone. I want crazy fun, I'm talking Angel fisting and Devil orgies...ehehehehe
I hope to see a lot of people, I am going to stay Monday and Tuesday. I am hoping Darien will get me backstage too. But I don't know yet. I was suppose to go camping with Her and I couldn't cuz of work so I don't know if She is mad with me or not. I hope not. Who is going to see me there? Tons I hope...

Jesus Christ! Remind me to NEVER!............EVER! have kids!!!!!!!!!!!


However...In small doses I can tolorate them, isn't my niece a cutie. She has a little bump on Her chin but I Love that little thing...



Wrestched Scar(me) And A Child Star(Katlynn)...